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I am a memory packrat. More so in my mind. I'm sitting here worried about not having enough time to save important memories for you. I have old tapes of times with my family and have put them on DVD to keep up with technology and I'm worried I don't know exactly where they are and it makes me feel anxious. And I remember that I have lots of photos and video of you since you were born on my computer that I haven't back them up and so now I am worried that if something happened to my computer there wouldn't be anything for you to see when you're older. That makes me feel anxious too. Maybe girls and boys are different and the boys don't really care about looking at old videos when they were babies but for me it's important for you to be able to see yourself and how you were as a little baby. I've been able to see videos of me and my sister when we were little and it's so sweet to see. I know the most important thing is for you to know how much you are loved and how much we are enjoying every single minute with you. Maybe because everyone says how fast children grow up I'm afraid I'm going to miss something. Parents always want to make sure they're doing the best for their kids. I love you Sam!  Mom