One little tear

Today was your first day back to school after being on vacation last week. You said last night you didn't want to go to school and I asked you where you wanted to go and you said work. This morning you didn't want to go to school but we got you dressed by enticing you with a gummy vitamin. When we got to school he seemed fine but when we went outside and I went to leave you grabbed my legs. I gave you a hug and told you I would pick you up after your nap. I went back inside the door and could see out that you couldn't see me. You stood at the door looking and I saw one little tear fall from your eye. Then you went over to the fence to see if you saw me at my car. Honestly I wish I could stay and play with you every day because soon you will be bigger and going to school. I'm trying to listen to my heart and what God is telling me. This was a huge heart pull on me to keep you home with me. I just have to keep praying about it and what is best for our family.